"A Rapist's seek for expiation"

2006-05-06T07:53:00.000-07:00

A very long time ago even before the existence of Adam and Eve, the world had people of a single sexuality. The man and woman of today were merged or coalesced into one single entity. They were bestowed with a bisexual body and hence possessed all the organs of a man and a woman. Blessed with the sexual organs of man and woman, there was never a sense of craving, despair, jealousy, lust in order to procure a person of the opposite sex. Zeus wondering at such a commonplace, trite existence of mankind decided to come up with something radical and bring the current mode of living to a grinding halt. Thus he set forth the largest thunder and lightning bolt which shot of across the sky at unimaginable speed dividing every human body on the planet into 2. This incident brought about the existence of two sexes on mother earth.

However this also set forth the biggest quest in human history – the quest for the other half. Thus the feelings of desire, lust, loneliness, despair, hope began lingering through the cold, blue air .

The requisite for love is this feeling of loneliness and the desire to combine with one’s lost half. When man begins to believe that an integral part of him is missing and there does exist a person who can fill that abyss, then it can be said he has fallen into the enmeshing trap of love. It is the fusion between the two halves to form a single entity for a few moments only though, when the twosome experience the bliss , the exuberance and the feeling which has no parallel to anything material in this universe which we call sex. Every man or woman has a unique other half. Not all of us will achieve the impossible, the quest will continue till eternity and follow us to the grave perhaps. Man has to compromise, he may not always get his match. These things are what keep gnawing at you even at the time of your death.

The entire episode revolves around a man named Czehku who lived in the deep interiors of the Congo rain forest. His everyday activities included the following - sleeping, hunting for food, eating and having sex. The lady didnt matter , it was perhaps the action which did. We need to understand the concept of sex as perceived by these tribes. It was an amazing game between 2 different people which provided both of them a sense of pleasure and eternal which could be unsurpassable by anything on planet earth. The concept of parenthood and loyalty to your love-maker never did exist because one doesn’t impose restrictions on your playmate. A game without side effects and off-course they didn’t know the reason behind pregnancy. However Czehku the man in consideration off late began to realize that perhaps that activity which give which we call sex had something amiss and had gone ashtray. He believed that there did exist an ingredient, which if incorporated into the game could help him attain a state of utopia and achieve a higher level of bliss. These thoughts lead him to a state of delirium and turmoil out of which he was unable to emerge. He became an insomniac and thus decided to pursue his quest for the lost ingredient.

The tangibility nor the materialistic nature of the ingredient was known to him but he moved on crossing rainforests and rivers. He penetrated through jungles and females trying different techniques each time but what there was something more which he expected to obtain from that action of his. However little did he know that if he did enter the city and continue his actions he would be termed a rapist, abhorred by all, thrown into the dungeons and sentenced to death. The ignoramus which he was in these matters did do the dreadful. The papers screamed, “ Rapists in Central Congo unleashes terror”. What was feared indeed did happen. Left to mourn those last few moments of his life, he lay in his cell thinking about his unfulfilled mission. Nuns and preachers were sent down to his dungeon to calm down the sex maniac and understand the circumstances, which beckoned him to perform these atrocious and flagitious deeds. Not a hint of remorse or penitence could be seen in him it was just sheer disappointment at being unable to fulfill his life’s ambition.

He was enable to express himself, convince people that he really was on a mission and didn’t know it was a egregious deed. Days tickled faster than ever drawing him to his death. On one such a day when the cold zephyr was blowing and he all alone in his cell I entered. I walked slowly up to him and saw him right in the eye. My vision penetrated through those eyes, as his inner mind told me things . The truth dawned on me. Everything, which happened hence, was beyond my imagination and control. I felt helpless unable to move my limbs and body. They moved on their own by the force of sexual attraction (I guessed later). I reached a state of utopia unsurpassable by anything mortal as my felt my body in his and we as a single entity rising to the abode of god. He was happy, his thunder blot indeed had met its mark transforming the world into what it is today. As I drifted back to earth I saw it in his eyes, the feeling of satisfaction, the glimmer of joy, radiance and transplendance . His quest for the lost ingredient had been accomplished. Once a nun never again a nun. However un-sanctimonious the act might have been the dying man had been satiated. Whether I deserve to enter the temple of God I don’t know but at this juncture I look at the noose through which he breathe his last and am unable to shrug of those memories. No matter what, whomever the unique half is, however complex the situation is, the feeling of sexual attraction is so very strong that it will surge to the top rampaging across all barriers, inflicting injuries upon those who prove to be an impediment, conjoining the two halves.

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"A Rapist's seek for expiation"